The Newest PUSSYCAT DOLL!
Sunday, September 30, 2007

Friday night I became an official Las Vegas PUSSYCAT DOLL as I took the stage at The Pussycat Dolls Lounge in Pure Nightcub at Caesars Palace in Las Vegas. I hosted the evening and MC’ed the show. Past celeb “Dolls” have included Charlize Theron, Christina Applegate ,Jessica Simpson, Denise Richards , and Christina Aguilera. So, I was in awesome company! When PCD creator Robin Antin asked me to host I was beyond excited. After all these girls are gorgeous, have amazing bodies, wear the sexiest skimpiest fun girly outfits, and get to dance how we all picture ourselves dancing in our dirty personal fantasies. I’ve always had a secret passion to be a PCD. Funny timing to be asked though… I JUST had my baby 6 months ago. So, even though a little dream was about to become a reality the real reality was that I was terrified of revealing my post baby body in that way. But, I’ve worked really hard to lose my baby weight and thanks to Nutrisystem I finally have. But, its also a mental thing. I had to mentally not just physically prepare to show all of probably over 500 people my bod and be able to look and feel comfortable doing it. And, I’m a Mom now. Could I feel that sexy again? The answer is YES! I had 3 wardrone changes thru out the hour show… SO fun. My first a reveal! I came out in a cute sparkly turquiose hat, and a maribou feather and black sequined mini dress with 7 inch stiletto heels and fishnets. I welcomed the crowd and explained that I’m living the dream as I’ve always wanted to be a PCD but cause I just had a baby I felt a little self conscious about baring too much body. Then, in a surprise I explained how hard I’ve worked for my new body and… ripped off the dress to reveal a white and rhinestone bra and micro mini mini skirt (if you can call it that). I announced “OWN IT!” The crowd went wild and I felt SO liberated. It was an unbelievable moment for this new Mom! I felt sexy so therefore I was sexy. I brought my inner Pussycat Doll OUT. I knew she was waiting in there somewhere. Dean, my hubby, my love, and my biggest supporter sat next to the stage beaming. I loved watching him gazing at me so proud as he knows how hard I’ve worked so get my body back and to a point where I felt really good about myself again. Although, even right after I had Liam and was 40 pounds over weight he still told me daily how great and sexy I looked. Love my man! Also on hand was my “gay” husband Mehran and friends Geordie, Ben, Meghan, and Jill. Knowing they were there supporting me really helped get me thru it! I later spoke to the lounge goers about seeing how far DONNA MARTIN has come! Went from “Donna Martin Graduates!” to “Donna Martin TITILATES!” at THE PCD Lounge! To end the show I couldnt help but engage in a little “POLE” work. I reached inside and brought to the surface my inner dancer and spun around the stripper pole they had onstage. Praying of course the whole time that I didn’t pull a “I Love Lucy” at The Copa Cabana and fall off the stage. Thankfully the PCD Gods were with me and my “move” was flawless says the proud PUSSYCAT DOLL M.I.L.F.! Thats what I jokingly titled myself as I thanked the crowd for attending. It was quite a night for me. I walked away VERY proud of myself. I tackled a feat that was scary yet ultimetly so freeing. I cant wait to return to The PCD lounge and next time do a whole choreographed dance with the girls. I like to set reach goals for myself that entail work but that I know will then be personally rewarding. Its all about being confident in yourself. Thats the biggest thing I learned this weekend. So girls…. dig deep and find YOUR inner PussyCat Doll. She’s within all of us just waiting to come OUT…. Tori ( meow!)