I just watch the show about stella 1st birthday.My heart was so sad what your mother did to you.what a bitch.I can really I understand the pain you go with because my dad does the same to me but I alone.I agree with what dean said about your mum but it hard to cut a person out of your life.It’s like you have to been loyal even when they hurt you and you kept going back for more and but they nice to everyone else.I have cut my dad out of my life and wish I did not but I could not handle him and also my stepmum hurting me anyone more while at the same time they do anything for her kids.wish sucks.So I wish you and dean and liam and stella, all the best.take care.you are a best mum.dean ok,only joking.he is good too,dont lose him.